My Loved One

You’ll never know how I feel
Seeing you with her day through night.
This pain inside my chest is real
I clutch at it, and try to fight.

It’s twisting, burning, welling up
I hate seeing you smile for someone else
I’ll lie and say ‘I don’t give a fuck’.
Then squeak like a frightened mouse.

I know these are harsh words that I speak
But there’s other girls out there for you.
Now it’s your turn to act all meek.
Go on, baby, just ask me who.


CHORUS
Hello my loved one
Do you feel happy to see me suffer, darling?
I’ll tell you who is left to love
It’s me, honey, it’s me it’s me.

You’re so blind, just look around
I’m standing right here.
Too ashamed to make a sound
I know it’s a stupid fear.

There’s always been cloth covering your eyes
I thought you’d love me if you could see.
Too late now, I learn it’s all been lies
The cloth was never transparent for me.

Go with her and see if I care
You know I will, but still you’ll go.
Ignore the memories we have to share,
And the new ones, fresh to sow.


CHORUS
Hello my loved one
Do you feel happy to see me suffer, darling?
I’ll tell you who is left to love
It’s me, honey, it’s me it’s me.

It’s me, honey, it’s me it’s me.
It’s always been me.